Reclusive State of Being
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mensa-maniac
Reclusive State of Being
Reclusive State of Being
As a 5 year old kindergarten student, I hated it, I wanted no part of this world called school, that I was rudely thrust into, something I wasn't mentally prepared for. I gave my teacher an extremely hard time, I hid under her desk, I wanted no part of all these kids and a structured environment, get me out of here was my attitude.
The teacher was an abusive person, she did strange things, and was later fired. Maybe she's responsible for my reclusiveness, or perhaps my mother is responsible or maybe it is by divine nature that I seek my solitude and like it.
The older grades were the same only worse, my recluse wanted nothing to do with any of these people, they were strange to me. I couldn't pay any attention to the teacher babbling something I had no interest in, so I tuned her out, by bothering the girl behind my desk. I was the only one in the class who was permitted to walk around the room as long as I didn't bother anyone. I was put into a gifted class in grade 5 and went to high school grade 9 at 14. Finished grade 9 and quit, because being around large crowds of people bothered me.
Today I am still a recluse, but I've come out of my shell a bit. I plan to write a best seller when it comes to me what to write about. When it does make over-night success, then, I have to mentally prepare myself to do signings and be in the media. That'll take getting use to! I just don't want any media to alter my character, like it does to Hollyword Airheads.
I lost my first book to Lulu.com, it was a trilogy of poetry, short stories, and The Contemplations of Foresta Gump. My next book will be whatever comes up, so help me out folks, what should my book be about? I'll consider every suggestion and will go with one, providing I like it. And I'll use your name in my book as a VIP to the writing of my book.
As a 5 year old kindergarten student, I hated it, I wanted no part of this world called school, that I was rudely thrust into, something I wasn't mentally prepared for. I gave my teacher an extremely hard time, I hid under her desk, I wanted no part of all these kids and a structured environment, get me out of here was my attitude.
The teacher was an abusive person, she did strange things, and was later fired. Maybe she's responsible for my reclusiveness, or perhaps my mother is responsible or maybe it is by divine nature that I seek my solitude and like it.
The older grades were the same only worse, my recluse wanted nothing to do with any of these people, they were strange to me. I couldn't pay any attention to the teacher babbling something I had no interest in, so I tuned her out, by bothering the girl behind my desk. I was the only one in the class who was permitted to walk around the room as long as I didn't bother anyone. I was put into a gifted class in grade 5 and went to high school grade 9 at 14. Finished grade 9 and quit, because being around large crowds of people bothered me.
Today I am still a recluse, but I've come out of my shell a bit. I plan to write a best seller when it comes to me what to write about. When it does make over-night success, then, I have to mentally prepare myself to do signings and be in the media. That'll take getting use to! I just don't want any media to alter my character, like it does to Hollyword Airheads.
I lost my first book to Lulu.com, it was a trilogy of poetry, short stories, and The Contemplations of Foresta Gump. My next book will be whatever comes up, so help me out folks, what should my book be about? I'll consider every suggestion and will go with one, providing I like it. And I'll use your name in my book as a VIP to the writing of my book.
Re: Reclusive State of Being
Well here's some thoughts off the top of my head;
If you never liked crowds etc, you probably have an anxiety disorder. I've had PTSD (not a sexual disease, as you thought) it's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
The more sensitive you are, ie outside the normal range of perceptions of a child, you can easily be traumatized by events and people that others won't be, because they are oblivious to that spectrum of reality (the one where truths about everything that's wrong with the human race are shining).
Consider dropping the pseudonym Foresta Gump. Publishers won't like that because it's too close to a well known film character, which would mean legal problems, among other things for them.
More will come to prince in time, and I will thusly type.
If you never liked crowds etc, you probably have an anxiety disorder. I've had PTSD (not a sexual disease, as you thought) it's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
The more sensitive you are, ie outside the normal range of perceptions of a child, you can easily be traumatized by events and people that others won't be, because they are oblivious to that spectrum of reality (the one where truths about everything that's wrong with the human race are shining).
Consider dropping the pseudonym Foresta Gump. Publishers won't like that because it's too close to a well known film character, which would mean legal problems, among other things for them.
More will come to prince in time, and I will thusly type.
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mensa-maniac
Re: Reclusive State of Being
Mensa says: I welcome your ideas, because you love the same person I love, and that's Kelly Jones.prince wrote:Well here's some thoughts off the top of my head;
If you never liked crowds etc, you probably have an anxiety disorder. I've had PTSD (not a sexual disease, as you thought) it's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
The more sensitive you are, ie outside the normal range of perceptions of a child, you can easily be traumatized by events and people that others won't be, because they are oblivious to that spectrum of reality (the one where truths about everything that's wrong with the human race are shining).
Mensa says: I only experience anxiety big time when I'm overdue my monthly shot. Anxiety is terrible, I have a difficult time dealing with the malady, it is overwhelming for me, therefore, I must get my shot on time.
Consider dropping the pseudonym Foresta Gump. Publishers won't like that because it's too close to a well known film character, which would mean legal problems, among other things for them.
Mensa says: Foresta Gump is published enough anyway, I only use her on Canada's Governor General Michaelle Jean's forum. Otherwise, I don't use her extensively anymore. My next book will use my name.
More will come to prince in time, and I will thusly type.
Re: Reclusive State of Being
Kelly Jones is a lithe load of loveliness, but...
You can't possibly love her more than me, cause' I love her to the very end tendrils of the universe and beyond..so there
You can't possibly love her more than me, cause' I love her to the very end tendrils of the universe and beyond..so there
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mensa-maniac
Re: Reclusive State of Being
Mensa says: No, of course not, I don't love her the way a man would, I love her for her genuine uniqueness and ability to intellectually speak. She expresses herself effectively and efficiently and she has confidence in herself. And most of her answers are sensible.prince wrote:Kelly Jones is a lithe load of loveliness, but...
You can't possibly love her more than me, cause' I love her to the very end tendrils of the universe and beyond..so there
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mensa-maniac
Re: Reclusive State of Being
To speak from a recluse's point of view in regards to Reclusive State of Being, is a preferance rather than a necessity at this point in time. From earlier experiences of reclusive behavior I found that necessity dominated over my preference for my solitude, however developing from the state-of-mind of that time to another equally good perspective occupies present thinking.
I just erased much psycho babble in which is of no relevance to anyone. Before signing off though, I'd just like to say that I know many things intuitively like A=A! Don't ever take me for an idiot!
And the studies etc. etc.
To ignor someone for study purposes is abusive, trivial-minded, lacking and non-progressive!
I just erased much psycho babble in which is of no relevance to anyone. Before signing off though, I'd just like to say that I know many things intuitively like A=A! Don't ever take me for an idiot!
And the studies etc. etc.
To ignor someone for study purposes is abusive, trivial-minded, lacking and non-progressive!
Re: Reclusive State of Being
Big Brother Is Watching YOU!mensa-maniac wrote:To speak from a recluse's point of view in regards to Reclusive State of Being, is a preferance rather than a necessity at this point in time. From earlier experiences of reclusive behavior I found that necessity dominated over my preference for my solitude, however developing from the state-of-mind of that time to another equally good perspective occupies present thinking.
I just erased much psycho babble in which is of no relevance to anyone. Before signing off though, I'd just like to say that I know many things intuitively like A=A! Don't ever take me for an idiot!
And the studies etc. etc.
To ignore someone for study purposes is abusive, trivial-minded, lacking and non-progressive!
Don't run to your death
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mensa-maniac
Re: Reclusive State of Being
"Big Brother is Watching You"
Mensa says: And don't I know it!
Tomas I owe you an apology for that psycho babble poem that came from an altered mind. I thought it would have been interesting to examine writings from an altered mind, vs. a straight mind, but the deleter didn't think so.
I think I'll study my own writings here on my Microsoft Office Word and compile them under the title Apocrapha Writings.
Mensa says: And don't I know it!
Tomas I owe you an apology for that psycho babble poem that came from an altered mind. I thought it would have been interesting to examine writings from an altered mind, vs. a straight mind, but the deleter didn't think so.
I think I'll study my own writings here on my Microsoft Office Word and compile them under the title Apocrapha Writings.