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by sanchez » Sun Sep 03, 2006 6:57 pm
mookestink,
Thank you for being so open-minded. When I was first diagnosed with schizophernia nobody in my family or friends really understood me.
In fact, I felt as if I was being dragged through life without any kind of help. Whenever I was sent to a mentalward, the first thing I would do was hit on all of the female nurses so that everyone would fuck off and leave me alone.
I've always hated the meds. Those fuckers will affect your sexual performance, make you lazy and shit.
The only thing schizophernia has ever done for me is caused me to loose a part of my eye sight and shit.
I am bipolar as well...in fact, personally, I think the whole entire planet, and all its humans, are sick in one way or another. Everyone is popping pills, taking drugs, or something.
I read this book once by glen duncan, who is a ronound genius, and he states that nothing is going to change in the next hundred years; that all things are doomed. I guess he is bipolar as well...
It is true that when you are in a mental frame of mind your senses will highten and all. I used to think that the apacolypse was here simply because of a change in the weather.
There isn't much to my story about the telepathic people. They all, probably, were just a bunch of dillusions that I was able to create in my head. Everything that happened to me was just a bunch of bull honky and I fell for it. That is true. But, that is what has made me the philosopher I am today. I've been able to influence more people in my lifetime than J. F. K. did when he died. Isn't that what a philosopher is suppose to do? Influence people?
People laugh at me all of the time, saying, " you're crazy!" but, then, an hour later they want to smoke greens with me because I am the funniest guy on the planet. In fact, I think that the President of the U. S. is affected by my telepathy simply because I can reach him. Telepathy is not just about reading peoples thoughts, although, you can to a certain extent, but, it's about how you can affect people. I think, for many reasons, that I was given the gift of telepathy for the benefit of my own and to help other people who are in need.
I guess I am a psychologist for some. If you or anyone is around me for awhile, you'll start to see the truth about reality.
Also, I've managed to decode your ways of thinking on this forum to improve my own ways of thinking. I don't know if anyone's noticed but my "english" is becoming more brilliant the more time I spend on this forum. Simply, because I can read your thoughts through your typed messages.