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Post by Trevor Salyzyn » Sat Sep 02, 2006 10:32 am

sanchez,
Do you understand where I am coming from?
I've been in a very similar situation. One of the "perks" of living with a mental disorder is you get to experience a total loss of control. Commonplace things (like a black cat) gaining profound significance, strange ideas flowing rapidly through your mind, and the feeling that everything you are thinking is more real than the reality you were living with before....

I'm bipolar, which is bad enough, but I've been locked in the same ward with schizophrenics. For instance, I've shared a room with a guy who talked to spirits day in and day out; and I used to go for daily walks around the hospital with a guy who was so in tune with the energies of the hospital that, by listening to the magpies, he could decide which bathroom he needed to compulsively clean that day. Another explained to me the effects that his different medications had on the weather. Myself, among other delusions, I spent a good two weeks completely convinced I was a ghost.

What you described isn't too out of the ordinary (as far as mental illness goes). I hope that, when you got better, you could see how delusional these beliefs were, and understand the difference between the hallucinations and reality.

sanchez

Post by sanchez » Sun Sep 03, 2006 6:57 pm

mookestink,

Thank you for being so open-minded. When I was first diagnosed with schizophernia nobody in my family or friends really understood me.
In fact, I felt as if I was being dragged through life without any kind of help. Whenever I was sent to a mentalward, the first thing I would do was hit on all of the female nurses so that everyone would fuck off and leave me alone.
I've always hated the meds. Those fuckers will affect your sexual performance, make you lazy and shit.
The only thing schizophernia has ever done for me is caused me to loose a part of my eye sight and shit.
I am bipolar as well...in fact, personally, I think the whole entire planet, and all its humans, are sick in one way or another. Everyone is popping pills, taking drugs, or something.
I read this book once by glen duncan, who is a ronound genius, and he states that nothing is going to change in the next hundred years; that all things are doomed. I guess he is bipolar as well...
It is true that when you are in a mental frame of mind your senses will highten and all. I used to think that the apacolypse was here simply because of a change in the weather.
There isn't much to my story about the telepathic people. They all, probably, were just a bunch of dillusions that I was able to create in my head. Everything that happened to me was just a bunch of bull honky and I fell for it. That is true. But, that is what has made me the philosopher I am today. I've been able to influence more people in my lifetime than J. F. K. did when he died. Isn't that what a philosopher is suppose to do? Influence people?
People laugh at me all of the time, saying, " you're crazy!" but, then, an hour later they want to smoke greens with me because I am the funniest guy on the planet. In fact, I think that the President of the U. S. is affected by my telepathy simply because I can reach him. Telepathy is not just about reading peoples thoughts, although, you can to a certain extent, but, it's about how you can affect people. I think, for many reasons, that I was given the gift of telepathy for the benefit of my own and to help other people who are in need.
I guess I am a psychologist for some. If you or anyone is around me for awhile, you'll start to see the truth about reality.

Also, I've managed to decode your ways of thinking on this forum to improve my own ways of thinking. I don't know if anyone's noticed but my "english" is becoming more brilliant the more time I spend on this forum. Simply, because I can read your thoughts through your typed messages.

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Post by sschaula » Mon Sep 04, 2006 7:18 am

Why is "sanchez" now a guest, and not a member?
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Post by Nick » Mon Sep 04, 2006 8:56 am

sschaula wrote:Why is "sanchez" now a guest, and not a member?
Good question, maybe his psychic powers threatened the integrity of the boards. :)

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Post by Wild Fox Zen » Mon Sep 04, 2006 11:06 pm

did they delete his account? wtf?

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Post by sschaula » Mon Sep 04, 2006 11:46 pm

Hopefully that's not what happened. He said when he comes here he feels free...so even if he's insane, let him have that at least. It's not like he's causing himself more harm, or harming anyone else here.

Hopefully he deleted the account himself.
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Post by Wild Fox Zen » Tue Sep 05, 2006 12:21 am

I don't think he is insane at all.

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Post by Kevin Solway » Tue Sep 05, 2006 12:49 am

Wild Fox Zen wrote:did they delete his account? wtf?
Unfortunately Sanchez was starting to post nonsense into the forum - which you probably didn't see, because I deleted it.

Have to draw the line somewhere.

However, anyone can still read the forum, even without being registered.

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