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past my bedtime

Post by Rask0lnik0v » Thu Jul 06, 2006 2:54 pm

for some reason my links get a lot of hits from here, so I'm going to sleep and see how many hits I get in the morning.

http://www.sociallyevolved.net/Manchester.wmv

goodnight sun, goodnight moon.

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Post by Tomas » Thu Jul 06, 2006 3:30 pm

Please suggest (pray tell) what "morning" is.


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Post by Rask0lnik0v » Thu Jul 06, 2006 11:21 pm

that's the time of day the Vietcong would leap out of the bushes and ambush the lazy americans.

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Post by Tomas » Fri Jul 07, 2006 8:29 am

Good answer!

Americans are not only just plain lazy, but seriously two-faced about the world-at-large.


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Post by MKFaizi » Fri Jul 07, 2006 1:15 pm

Was your video released on Aljazeera? It kind of reminds me of some videos from Aljazeera.

Did you release it to Genius first and, then, Aljazeera? If you have not sent it to Aljazeera, I strongly urge you to do so. That way, it will get broadcast on CNN.

Oddly -- very oddly -- in my Zoloft stupor, I dreamed exactly this tape. I definitely had not thought of you. I had not forgotten you and your presentations. More like, out of sight out of mind.

In my stuporous Zoloft induced state, you were a pop up and I reckon my dream junk filter erroneously let you in. Damn. It had been working so good.

Right down to the Nirvana shirt.

One thing I wonder about -- what drug induces you to speak so slowly and with such long pauses between expressed thoughts?

Lithium or Zoloft? Abilify?

Faizi

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Post by Rask0lnik0v » Sat Jul 08, 2006 12:04 am

I see we are coming from the same direction on some of our views, Tomas. Surprising, considering you fought for the U.S. Army (or was it anther army?) .


MKFaizi, Yes, my video is due to be broadcast on Aljazeera within the next fortnight. Perhaps your dream is a premonition of the times to come when I will be a world renowned terrorist.

Regarding medications, I am against psychiatric medication. I have sampled several different types of medication (Welbutrin,Zyprexa,Lithium,Lamictal,Risperdal,Depakote, and some other anti-depressants I can't remember everything). I haven't tried any of these for years now, and I never tried anything for more than 10 days, but I remember hating all of the things they prescribed me.

Furthermore, I talk about drugs and everything in the videos, but I haven't used any illegal drugs in over three years (except for a half a bag of marijuana about 6 months ago, and that was the best weed I ever smoked.) I have also given up coffee and cigarettes. I never was big with alcohol either.

Actually, I have used welbutrin successfully on my own (snorting it and taking it in large doses), but this is just for a high, not something I would do on a regular basis. That was the first time they gave me welbutrin about 5 or 6 years ago. I have tried snorting anti-depressants since then but without success. I forget which kind didn't work for me.

anyway, that is quite remarkable about your dream. I hope you are doing well.

Nirvana

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Post by MKFaizi » Sat Jul 08, 2006 12:59 pm

Rask wrote:
MKFaizi, Yes, my video is due to be broadcast on Aljazeera within the next fortnight. Perhaps your dream is a premonition of the times to come when I will be a world renowned terrorist
Damn, that was fast!

Good disguise. The stilted English was a great touch. Nice turban.

I need to tune up my dream pop up guard. Not like I want to see this crap. I dream for purely entertainment purposes only. Painted elephants and whatnot.

Faizi

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Post by MKFaizi » Sat Jul 08, 2006 1:01 pm

Rask wrote:
I talk about drugs and everything in the videos, but I haven't used any illegal drugs in over three years (except for a half a bag of marijuana about 6 months ago, and that was the best weed I ever smoked.) I have also given up coffee and cigarettes. I never was big with alcohol either.
After you became Muslim?

Faizi

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Post by MKFaizi » Sat Jul 08, 2006 2:01 pm

All kidding aside, I bothered to look at the last video you published here.

Compared to that one, you look much healthier in this new one. Big difference.

Faizi

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Post by Rask0lnik0v » Sun Jul 09, 2006 12:05 am

Hey Faizi

Sorry can't say I'm Muslim. I don't really believe anything about the Muslims. I do believe it is important they are fighting against the USA. Something needs to help check the power of this American Bully.

Yes I am healthier compared to the video I posted here in March. I feel much more comfortable in an apartment. I had been living in motels for 5 months at the time I published the other video. I had been stressed out from being on the move all the time. Now I am able to relax and stretch out in my apartment, even tho it is a small apartment still much bigger than living arrangements in motels.


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Post by MKFaizi » Tue Jul 11, 2006 2:10 pm

Dude needs to slow down -- way, way down. He's giving up in a minute what could be dragged on for five minutes. Obviously American. He is using gestures but his words come too fast for the gestures. He needs to lose the computer screen in the side-ground. He needs to speak directly into the camera -- slowly.

VERY SLOWLY.

I think he could learn some lessons from Rask. Dude is way too broadband. Needs a little bit dial up to make it believable. He's talking like a stockbroker. You're not trading stocks here -- you're selling jihad. Slow it down. WAY DOWN.

Speak directly to the camera. Make it real. This is not a commercial.

Turban looks too new. No battle dust. Looks like a Sears turban.

I think the dude is in west Florida, not west Afghanistan. Could be Boca Raton.

Faizi

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Post by MKFaizi » Tue Jul 11, 2006 2:14 pm

I also think he should stay off weed. His mouth is way too dry. You can hear that.

Faizi

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Post by Blair » Tue Jul 11, 2006 3:08 pm

You are full of advice Faizi, what does it actually mean, nuthin, diddly sqaut.

Any moron can make the same observations. What's the purpose of trying to prolong a humans life? It's garbage.

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Post by Blair » Tue Jul 11, 2006 5:19 pm

This is Faizi;

my kid does this, my does that. my kids are smart, street smart. good kids. great kids. Y'all hate niggaz. Y'all need to get a life. Tupac was a genius I reckon.

I reckon you all hate niggaz. I reckon you don't know crap about Hindu. I reckon this should be dumbed down to wordly matters where it belongs. I reckon this. dumbasses.

I reckon. I reckon.

I reckon. bitches. I reckon my kids can run circles around anyone. I reckon my job is the bitchingest job that anyone ever did....blah blah blah

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Post by Rask0lnik0v » Wed Jul 12, 2006 12:11 am

prince wrote: What's the purpose of trying to prolong a humans life? It's garbage.
Interesting comment here. Not sure where you get to that point from, but it is a theoretically interesting question. Perhaps simply because Faizi is giving you too much advice elsewhere. Not sure about that.


Also, Faizi, I will comment more to you through PM, but I agree with you about the video. I had actually found it based on your previous recommendation. He didn't impress me at all, or even cause me to draw any interest in his cause. sounds like he is spewing forth memorized propaganda.

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Post by MKFaizi » Wed Jul 12, 2006 10:25 am

Rask wrote:
Perhaps simply because Faizi is giving you too much advice elsewhere. Not sure about that.
No, that's just Prince. He is one of my many devoted fans who follow me about here and there hoping that I might spew something on them. They get a kick out of that. They consider it a badge of honor for the great Faizi-o to bestow some magical spit on them. They wear the sputum around for days and days. To his kind, a little Faiz spit is better than enlightenment. I could spit on the floor and the little Princelings of the forum would roll in it. They lap it up.

Few years ago, I was naive enough to lay it on them thick. Overly generous. The spectacle would go on for days.

Now, I prefer to see them suffer. They beg for it. They prostrate themselves for it; humiliate themselves; grovel; lick at the heels like prairie dogs; in the hope of just one spray; just one life-giving ejaculation.

They are like frog larvae waiting to be fertilized; like whores waiting for their master to give orders; like women in a harem.

One might think they would feel shame but they are shameproof; like a junky with a piece of chocolate.

Pathetic.

Faizi

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Post by Rask0lnik0v » Wed Jul 12, 2006 11:26 am

Well Prince, I was unaware of that about you. That's an interesting life you've got there. It must take someone very unique to live a life like that.


Faizi, One thing about living in the city now. I realize I stay up a lot later. It's not that I will do very much at night, but it feels like there is life all around me, so I am naturally beginning to stay up later. Either that, or it's all the sirens blaring past my window every 15 minutes. I'm just watching television, and cruising the internet, but now I'll get my second wind around 9 O'Clock, and I can even make it past midnight most nights. It's pleasant living here, but I wonder when I will get sick of it. So far the heat hasn't bothered me like it did a few years ago when I was living in another city. I'm on the second floor here, and I can keep the windows open more often. I can also eavesdrop on the conversations in the parking lot below my window, and there is a lot more activity down there at night. I still haven't met anyone in my building, and I don't care to. It's a four story building with 15 or 20 apartments, and it's kind of sketchy, but so far it's been fun and educational to the ghetto of Manchester, NH. It is actually almost like a ghetto.

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Post by MKFaizi » Wed Jul 12, 2006 12:43 pm

Rask,

Dude's a barnacle. You see me, you see him.
Faizi, One thing about living in the city now. I realize I stay up a lot later. It's not that I will do very much at night, but it feels like there is life all around me, so I am naturally beginning to stay up later. Either that, or it's all the sirens blaring past my window every 15 minutes.
In time, you won't even notice the sirens. In the city, sirens are just air. Nothing. Same with police helicopters. Same thing as crickets in the country -- background noise.

I lived in inner city Baltimore for seventeen years. Tupac Shakur lived in inner city Baltimore for a while -- glad as hell to move to LA -- and I know exactly where he lived. I thought his neighborhood was pretty good. Compared to where I lived, it was suburbia -- north city. I wore a 357 magnum to do the vacuuming. I lived in inner city central. Transient neighborhoods with lots of illegal weapons. Close to high rise projects.

Anyway, the city can be good. I have thought about moving back to Baltimore -- to the inner city. I would really like to live without grass to mow. Just a little concrete courtyard.
I'm just watching television, and cruising the internet, but now I'll get my second wind around 9 O'Clock, and I can even make it past midnight most nights. It's pleasant living here, but I wonder when I will get sick of it. So far the heat hasn't bothered me like it did a few years ago when I was living in another city. I'm on the second floor here, and I can keep the windows open more often.


Damn. Past midnight.

I think you should stop worrying about if you will get sick of it. Eventually, you will but that could take twenty years. You don't know.

Baltimore City was hot as hell in summer. I once lived on the third floor of a rowhome. Interesting to watch the 'ho's across the street dance naked.
I can also eavesdrop on the conversations in the parking lot below my window, and there is a lot more activity down there at night.
After a while, you won't notice that crap either. Just the usual street life -- junkies, winos. City air. What you got to worry about is when the banter stops. That's when the shit hits the fan.

That happened shortly after my daughter was born. Friday night on Eastern Avenue -- not a ghetto neighborhood -- close to Fells Point. Suddenly, on a busy Friday night, all the street noise stopped -- the buses, the taxis, the low riders with the booming boxes, the sirens, the helicopters. Out of the usual air, I heard someone shout, "GET THE FUCK OUT. HE'S GOT A SAWED OFF SHOTGUN!!"

That cleared the street.

To make a long story short, that started a long night with the Swat team in front of the apartment. Pain in the ass. Rocky was a colicky baby and pissed me off to think they might wake her up -- with all that locking and loading of M16s and whatnot. Plus, I was kind or worried about the possibility of richocheting bullets since her crib was at the window directly across from the Swat team. I RECKON -- I SAY I RECKON -- I was a nervous Nell sort of a new mom. A more experienced mother would have been better able to cope with the Swat team outside her baby's window.

Stand down went on for hours. Faizi slept through it. Typical Muslim. Not a worry in the world. Total trust in Allah. "Go to bed, Begum. Rukhsana cannot die unless Allah wants to take her. Go to sleep."

Bitch with the shotgun was holed up in the GO-GO bar next door. All neighborhoods in Baltimore have a bar at one end of the block and a funeral home at the other. We lived on the end with the bar.

Around four in the morning, I was looking for a weapon. I had no guns then. I did not believe Muslims should have guns -- for obvious reasons. I was planning to go next door and do the motherfucker myself. I got the meat cleaver. I figured I could go through the back door -- very quietly -- sneak up on the bitch with the gun and cleave him from behind. I told Faizi but he said I should go to sleep.

Around six in the morning, bitch did the world a favor and blew his brains out. The bartender he was holding hostage came screaming out onto the streets and the Swat team pointed their weapons at him. He was crawling on his belly across the street -- screaming in this horrific -- what I can only describe as a heavy metal voice -- "FUCK YOU!! HE BLEW HIS GODDAMN BRAINS OUT!!"

Praise Allah. I would have done it for him two hours earlier if I could have found a way.

Turned out dude was in love with his fourteen year old niece and she left him. I had wondered for days why someone kept playing "Mister Lonely" over and over again on the juke box.

So, moral of the story is,"When the music's over, turn out the lights. Turn out the lights. Turn out the lights. The music is your only friend..until the end."

You will get used to the noises and, in time, you will only perceive them unconciously and you will know something is wrong when the noises stop. Silence in the city is deadly.

I did finally adjust to murder in the streets. I could sleep through stabbings.
I still haven't met anyone in my building, and I don't care to. It's a four story building with 15 or 20 apartments, and it's kind of sketchy, but so far it's been fun and educational to the ghetto of Manchester, NH. It is actually almost like a ghetto.
I have never been to New Hampshire. I have been to Boston and I have been to Bangor. I have been to Swans Island.

Hard for me to imagine Manchester as a ghetto but I don't know. Never been there. How big a city is Manchester? I mean, is it deep ghetto? Racially mixed or are you the only white dude? Lots of illegal guns?

Glad you are enjoying it.

Take care.

Faizi

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Post by Rask0lnik0v » Wed Jul 12, 2006 11:16 pm

When I say Manchester is the largest city in Northern New England, it's kind of a joke because Manchester is only 110,000 people or so. I read it is the largest in Wikipedia based on the 2000 census numbers, so it may not even be the largest anymore. Of course, the only states in Northern New England are Vermont, New Hampshire, and Maine, so we are not talking about urbanized states here. I haven't heard any gunshots out my window or anything. Manchester has the only airport in New Hampshire, and it has a few other things that make it a city. I know there are lots of drugs around, but not from first hand experience with them. I only assume because when I was in county jail for a few weeks, one of the cell mates I had was in jail for dealing crack out of Manchester, and he was only 18. I have also heard methamphetamines are starting to become a serious problem in the city.

I kind of like the external sounds around me. Like I said, I won't be here for very long, so I am looking at it more to learn about what life is like in the neighborhood. I don't mind hearing people if I don't have to look at them, and the sirens get my blood running because of all the cops I have had to deal with in the recent past. I've probably been arrested more than 10 times in the past 3 years. That is a big reason why I am keeping to myself here in Manchester, because I don't need any more cops breaking down my door. I'm guessing I'll be out of here by the end of August. At that point, the world is my oyster, and my new identity will be prepared. I am working on making the connections to establish a new identity, with all the appropriate paperwork to back it up. That way I won't have to worry if I have any warrants out against me.

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Post by Blair » Thu Jul 13, 2006 2:45 pm

MKFaizi wrote:Pathetic.
Indeed you are. I wouldnt follow you anywhere dipshit.

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Post by MKFaizi » Fri Jul 14, 2006 2:07 pm

See what I mean? Fucking barnacle.

Rask wrote:
At that point, the world is my oyster, and my new identity will be prepared. I am working on making the connections to establish a new identity, with all the appropriate paperwork to back it up. That way I won't have to worry if I have any warrants out against me.
Why?

Faizi

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Post by Rask0lnik0v » Sat Jul 15, 2006 12:15 am

One simple way to avoid law enforcement is to have access to legal paperwork for new identifications. If you only have minor charges out against you, you aren't going to be subject to an F.B.I. manhunt, so another identification which is genuine is going to be a good way to avoid minor trouble. If you get arrested, you post bail, and then you use another identification from that point forward.

I am ready to hang up my life on paper exactly where it is. The person still exists, but I have protection against the authorities with new legal documents.

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