David,
But I agree with Victor and Matt that you are trying to make yourself look good in society's eyes for the decision you have made.
In society's eyes? You've got to be kidding. Of all the outlandish objections on this thread, this has to be the most comical. How could anything I said possibly make me look good in society's eyes? The reactions of Victor, dhodges, and Matt Gregory are quite typical of society's overall reaction to the points I made.
I can't fathom how you figure I'm trying to make myself look good in society's eyes by advocating positions that society finds beneath contempt. It makes less sense than anything thus far.
Society finds the idea of "thinkers on the dole" or "collecting welfare for spiritual reasons" laughable at best and more often reprehensible. It should have been crystal clear that I intended my ideas for consumption by
unconventional thinkers, which I (apparently somewhat mistakenly) figured were in the majority at Genius Forum, if anywhere. Did I post this on a "NASCAR" type of message board, as I would if I were seeking mainstream approval? No. Would I ever? Of course not. A universally negative reaction would be ensured. I'm not into pointless masochism.
I also agree with them that it stems from having a bad conscience about your current lifestyle.
Totally off again. My conscience is completely clear with regard to my means of income. I get considerably less than I feel rightfully entitled to. Society is getting a great bargain at the moment. If anyone should have a guilty conscience, it is those who pretend that the pittance I get is enough to reasonably live on. It's less than minimum wage. I have no conflict of conscience about it at all. I can't imagine why you (of all people) would come to that conclusion. Have you struggled with a bad conscience in regard to collecting benefits yourself?
If society doesn't value wisdom, then our decision to be on the dole can't be justified on society's terms. We will always be regarded as leeches who give nothing in return.
That much is inarguably true and I'm glad someone has finally said it. You're absolutely right - there is no winning this one in mainstream eyes. But I'm not trying to do that. Genius Forum is hardly the ideal place to try to win over the mainstream. This is supposed to be "a forum for dangerous thinkers," but when it comes to this issue, it seems to me more like a forum of kittens and lambs. Not even the administration,
who are voluntarily unemployed welfare recipients themselves (even going so far as denying any actual disability), seem willing to engage the issue with any gusto. Instead, I was quite taken aback to find you lending aid and comfort to the enemy, David.
It is our challenge to arise above the guilt that society will always try to instill in us and fully embrace our own values.
But I don't feel guilty. Rather, I feel angry about being ignorantly and unjustly marginalized when in fact I'm doing far more with my life than the mockers and hecklers are (at least from the perspective that is supposed to be valued here at GF). However, you are correct that it is our challenge to get past this sort of feeling, even though it is anger rather than guilt. I wouldn't argue with you that I've done a poor job in that regard and that much of my activity in this regard stems from a defensive posture. I have a lot of work to do in that area and I thank you for reminding me of it.
But again, I'm not trying to "look good" in society's eyes. I don't care if people hate me, because I know that is the way it works. All truly independent thinkers are universally hated. History is quite clear about that, as you know. What I am trying to do is get some people who are already participating in a very unconventional, non-mainstream community to consider the idea that their egotistical certainty that they are superior to me is deeply mistaken. That is the purpose of reversing the typical egotistical view by creating topics such as "unemployment is a sign of integrity." The opposite view (that employment indicates superior integrity) is universally (and falsely) presumed true throughout society, evidently including some GF members. All I'm doing is forcing people to re-examine their baseless and egocentric cultural indoctrination, which is something you should be quite sympathetic to, no?
I live in a tub.