Talking Ass wrote:Peculiarly, you explain and 'defend' this 'enlightenment' as if you 'know' it, but then you evince all sorts of confusion, discomfort and even pain about existential problems.
I could paraphrase this interestingly: When you come to know something or to realize something [in this existential, 'life-experience' sense], you will find it very, very difficult to communicate, in direct terms, the essence of it. If they are not 'primed' to receive it, no matter what, it cannot get through. One after another shields, defenses, patterns and habits of ideation will rise up. They will not hear what you wish them to hear, but will hear whatever is pumping through their mind and being [lower state]. To speak to someone who is not 'primed' to receive that knowledge that comes to a man through dealing with existential issues, all that which batters us over the head until at last, somehow, we 'get it' ['geddit' is a vulgar but acceptable spelling], and finally some awareness arises in us [liberating knowledge], to speak to those not ready to hear will lead to the distortion of the 'preciousness' of the knowledge, and in some weird sense actually causes one to fall backward into that state [lower state]. Only someone who is very very lucky gets to have these exalted experiences [the deep realizations about core existential issues and problems: the human incarnation]."This is the very pinnacle of the sublime secret approach. Do not speak about it to those of lesser aptitude, but keep it extremely secret. By being misinterpretted, the teachings concerning the heart essence will be distorted. Exaggeration and underestimation are at odds with enlightened intent. Those who violate the bounds of secrecy fall endlessly into lower states. Therefore, the legacy of the most majestic and utterly secret spiritual approach is taught and entrusted to holy people with good fortune."
TCP/IP apparently working even on the Gateway to Hell.Note: [Just for the record] To have interchange with the denizens of Hell you have to be well-protected and very, very tricky. You have to know Hell so well that any exchange with the denizens is part of your required 'pay-back' to whatever it was that liberated you, once, from such a hell. You can never NEVER reveal anything directly. But you can though insert, craftily, through the interstices, little bits and peices ['smart-bits'] of what might be described as 'bubbly awareness' that get through all defenses and, lo and behold!, at a later date reassemble themselves on the other side of the gate.
(This is all in my fucking Ecourse [Talking Ass's 'Enlightenment in 30 Days Guaranteed!' E-course'] and no-one has bothered to take it seriously!)
Dennis Mahar wrote:Don't fret Sandy.
You've accessed transformation zone.
It's kinda funny actually....I was giving up...because after all these years, especially the past 10, very intense about studying ... all the energy I put into wanting to know the truth...then feeling like giving up because I was losing my drive and energy....thinking "I gave it all I got..that's it folks...it's all down hill from here...no more....I'm done....." Then things started to happen....not even looking for anything....they would come to me...and fire me up again...a new insight [they were boring me to death, after a while....]...finally, after reading the Precious Treasury, things really clicked....[that text is a real blessing], and even the video of Christine Breese....another boon.....I don't care what others call her, New Age is just a label...if your mind is open and your heart is pure....truth can come from anywhere, and the most surprising of places.....
So, all I recognize now is this Consciousness/Awareness, to maintain that 24/7 won't be easy...although it's the same thing as meditation [being awake all day and paying attension/mindful.] It's catching myself in old patterns/habits/reactions, and realizing that this is just a dream, nothing is real [yet needing to live in this reality as if it were real, so as not to injure myself]. This is when the need for a teacher/guide is absolutely nesessary[to ask questions along the way]. The neophyte[sp?] is like a pupa emerging into a butterfly, and it needs protection from the elements.
World is shown as 'nasty business'.
'Fix' is obvious.
love and other connection possibilities.
not easy to get that across.
authentic is frowned upon.
it's not called Beginner's Mind for no reason.
Yes...now I realize what even that means !
you learn to keep the heart open because it's your greatest possibility.
the one you love.
Finally, I found my true love ! Amazing ! I felt it all these years, but didn't know what it ment really....I mean...INTENSE love for so many strangers....my body heating up with love..wondering why I am more intense than most other people....denying it was anything special....love is from the energy of Conciousness...but it isn't what we think of as "love" it's the Life Force of the Universe !
the love of being.
The neophyte[sp?] is like a pupa emerging into a butterfly, and it needs protection from the elements.
Dennis Mahar wrote:Is something getting re-solved?
One thing leads to another....trying to comprehend/relate/assess/compair/authinticate
A new, reorganisation of what was seen one way gestalted into a new 'picture'?
Need to confirm...the Universe communicates to me via others when I don't have the one on one meditation....but I am still meditating like this too...so really...all the same/ just diff technique.
previously disordered jig saw pieces laying about,
now coming together,
into a complete organised whole.
Don't worry...I love figuring things out like this...I may be all wrong about everything I think...I have to investigate more....need to spend quite alone time, meditating too...I think....
Is there a buzz?
Dennis Mahar wrote:was there an elevation in mood and understanding.
Dennis Mahar wrote:Is there any reason for Being to be?
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