Diebert: It's not a matter of fear but of observation: all your words and my words, my actions, my beliefs are too cobwebs and ghosts. The mind, so powerful, so miraculous is as well a treacherous thief. The path to Enlightenment unfolds through the mind but, by its very nature, it will derive, distract, distort and tempt the whole thing to be something else than it actually is. It's what it does.
Which is why your treacherous thief of a mind said:
Diebert: The goal is not to fight the mind or abandon it. Therefore one has to deal with it. And the way to deal with the mind truthfully is called doubt. That is to actively undo and unwind whatever is being thought to be done and is being wound. While it might take conviction and certainty to develop this, it doesn't even need faith to operate.
Who is this “one” that is dealing with the mind? Is it not mind? What you are putting forth is mind battling mind, the perfect storm of dualism. No wonder you believe in doubt, how else can the mind reconcile the folly of believing itself divided in two?
Diebert: But what you'll ultimately find is nothing.
So why is your mind busy dealing with itself?
Diebert: More nothing than you can allow yourself to imagine or experience.
There cannot be more of nothing. Nothing is nothing. This is precisely why when one comes to their nothingness and they are truthful to this discovery, they do the courageous, truthful thing which is to stand on nothing so nothing can be revealed.
Diebert: So one keeps finding things, truths, depths, states and eternities.
Mind battling mind keeps on finding things it calls truths, depths, states and eternities, Mind (spirit) waits until the thing is revealed.
Diebert: You might not like the following but I did notice that this point is usually hard for women to even approach. Their own psychological void has them geared towards clinging to a rock, a truth, a man, the material or a faith of the same substance. While for those stupid, clunky, insensitive men, embracing emptiness would in the end be like diving into a woman. He can sail the seven seas without fear. He can cross because he's something coming to terms with becoming nothing at all. This is why philosophy is for men.
Your attachment to the old saw of women vs. men is preventing you from seeing that you and I are talking about the same thing, becoming nothing. Or should I say, being the nothing we already are. Becoming enlightened is simply to clear or cleanse away all attachments to human relativism mistaken for absolute truths, such as “this is why philosophy is for men.”
In the spirit of bringing the mind's ignorant attachment to qualitfying gender to an end I speak from genderless spirit when I say what biological men and women of their spirit do in the name of procreation of thought, be it to have a child or to sail the seven seas is the same vis a vis the mind's attachment to making something out of nothing or flesh out of spirit. For a spirit dressed in a biologically male body to say that sailing the seven seas brings him closer to realizing his nothingness than a spirit dressed in a biologically female body bearing a child is a blatant example of mistaking the absolute truth of spirit for relativism of flesh. The same truth applies to the biologically female spirit that ignorantly mistakes her relativism of child bearing to be an absolute truth of the nothingness of spirit.
The spirit of thought is always in (its own) darkness waiting for (its own) light to shine (be revealed). I who is currently dressed in a female body have no idea of my next thought any more than you who is currently dressed in a male body have any idea of your next thought. The only difference between our unknown moments is that where yours are clouded with the doubt of relativism, mine are not.
Look carefully at your response to Russell above. It is soaked through and through with the doubt born of dualism/relativism..."I hope", "I believe", "I take", "but surely". Why, when spirit is everything (the light of things waiting to shine out of the darkness of things) would it need to hope in or for its things or believe in its things or take its things? Of what use does the spirit of everything have for the shadow covering of "but?"
"But" is the imaginary gap you have wedged between yourself.