David Quinn wrote:
Emotion, basically. Refined and sophisticated, of course, but emotion nonetheless. Your emotions and words still speak to the separation of yourself from the Infinite, rather than your integration with it.
Emotions may play into things a bit, but not in any real limiting manner. Though it's a fact that technically speaking I'm not in perfect harmony with the Infinite at all times. Nor do I know of any man who ever was. However, practically speaking I feel I have a oneness with the Infinite that is sufficient enough to effectively move others to radical change and/or enlightenment, and then assist in their continuing spiritual development towards perfection. While remembering here that only a very, very few people are capable of transformation and genuine enlightenment. Which surely doesn't make things easy.
David Quinn wrote:
You're not in a position to speak about "going beyond" logic and reason, when you haven't yet travelled the path of logic and reason to the very end. One can only go beyond logic and reason by pushing through them to the very limit and out to the other side. What you're doing instead is casting aside logic and reason prematurely because of a desire to experience emotional joy. It is causing you to be satisfied with lesser attainments that are far short of the ultimate.
I think you're overplaying a need on my part to desire emotional joy. It simply comes as a by-product of perfection. Exuberance is beauty, as Blake once said, and it can have positive effects on others and the evolutionary process. Of course there are many too who will hate it. When one has repeatedly entered into the spiritual realm or dimension of existence he's gone beyond reason and logic. Which is to also have undergone a shift in brain function from a self-protective thought mode to an intuitive mode. Or from a self-centered orientation to a God-centered one. It could also be said that one must push deep into the depths of insanity and then breakthrough and come out the other side. And while such a person may fall back into the old mode or self from time to time and under certain circumstances, ideally he'll have a clear awareness of the nature of that backsliding and immediately work on making the necessary changes, adjustments, or fine-tunings. And as far as my being satisfied with lessor attainments, this is not the case at all. I sometimes wish I could become self-satisfied and rest on my laurels like so many enlightened men have done. But this is not my lot in life. I've always been and continue to be one very restless human being who finds true rest or stillness of mind only in moments of perfect oneness with the Infinite.