Feel. A conscience is that which causes people to do the right thing and not do the wrong thing for no consciously logical reason other than motivation (in the way of positive, rewarding feelings) to that which is right and aversion to that which is wrong (guilt, shame...). It is what causes a feeling of guilt if a person does the wrong thing.alphaeg wrote: One thing in particular that interested me was the discussion of psychopaths having no conscience.
It was said psychopaths see the world for what it is without emotion and imagination coming in the way of truth. I feel this is a fair description of myself but this leads me to a question. . . What exactly is this conscience I hear about?
Is it just knowing if something is right or wrong? Is it something you can see, hear, feel?
People are supposed to be able to tell the difference between what is real and what is imagination. Not being able to tell the difference is psychosis - which is quite different from psychopathy.alphaeg wrote:I feel like I'm stuck in reality; I can day dream and see pictures in my head but I can clearly make a distinction between what is real and what is fabrication.
I challenge that assertion (or perhaps I just challenge the way you phrased that). Where some things do just make logical sense, much of what we know correctly about the world we know from observation or having been taught. We might not remember exactly where we learned things (like "fire is hot" or that "it hurts me when I get burned and it hurts others when they get burned") but these things and many other things were learned. Things that we retrieve from our subconscious are sometimes mis-attributed to intuition.alphaeg wrote:Everything I know and say comes entirely from intuition.
I actually used to be right more often like that when I was younger, but meanwhile my head got polluted with the inappropriate influences of others. Today I ask myself how or why I know something, and whether I know something to be true or just think it to be true. Intuiting something can be a great launching point, and intuiting correctly from the beginning can lead to more success - but until something is proven or verified, I consider it something that I think rather than something that I know.alphaeg wrote: I don't know how or why I know the things I do, I just know and very rarely am I ever wrong. Is this intuition normal for all of you? Where do your answers or solutions come from?
It is natural to perceive in 3D. We have stereo vision which helps us judge depth, and a lifetime of experience comparing the depth we perceive to how far away something really is by reaching out to an object or otherwise traveling to it. Basic geometry is just that - basic. It starts off with the easy stuff that everyone can see. The real usefulness doesn't become apparent until more advanced math.alphaeg wrote:Geometry seems so pointless to me because I can already tell everything is in 3d, this makes me think the way I perceive things is different than everybody else. I feel like geometry teaches everybody how things are because they can't see how things are.
I intuit that your problem here is that you are more intelligent than most people, therefore you fail to see value in things at the lowest level of explanation. I think this is the case for you based on similarities between your attitude toward geometry and some of the attitudes I had to some subjects as well as attitudes I have observed in other high-IQ people. Basically it boils down to a lack of patience for the mundane.
I also intuit that you are young - certainly under 25, more than likely under 20. Some of this lack of patience you may just outgrow, but consciously improving your patience would lead to a better result. Meanwhile, I suggest that you look into more advanced math that will make you realize where you need to go back to the basics, and then basic geometry won't seem quite so pointless to you.
Excellent observation. The sheeple are shallow.alphaeg wrote:Most things people say are so imaginary to me. It's hard for me to do something or remember why I am doing something if I cannot logically justify why I am doing it in that particular moment aside from the fact I was told to do it. I have quite an imagination, but I have complete control of this imagination, it never gets the best of me. It seems to me that most people are complete slaves to their imaginations and have hard times distinguishing fake from real.
Actually within the range of normal. Babies are born pretty self-centered, and a lot of them, especially the stronger ones, will take pleasure in hurting others because all they perceive is their power. Babies' brains are not as developed, and their mirror neurons are also not as in place as they will be.alphaeg wrote:When I was baby I used to hurt other babies
That reads "psychopath" to me more than anything else you have said. Psychopaths don't really get the feeling behind the interactions themselves, or at least not to the degree that others do, and just copy reactions as a means of fitting in to society as best as they can (or as best as they feel fit) with what they have. Non-psychopaths may copy others' reactions as well, but more out of a confusion "how do I handle/respond to/ react to this?" with an emotional reaction but a lack of means to express it.alphaeg wrote: but I wouldn't say I am completely emotionless because through the years I have observed how people react to certain situations and copied them.
A note of clarification - by "emotional" here in this post I mean a feeling response/reaction, as opposed to the "emotion" that is espoused as bad/wrong/unenlightened in this forum. That kind of emotion is the excess display and feeling that can get in the way of reason - which is bad.
Sounds like you will be a valuable member of GF if you choose to stay, and would enjoy your interactions here.alphaeg wrote:If I speak honestly with others it is easy for me to continue, but they're sometimes frightened or weirded out because everything I say is what I really believe to be truth without bias, even if this goes against the general consensus of what we are talking about.
It is rare for a person, psychopath or not, to think things through to their long-term and larger impact on the world, which is ultimately the world that the doer also has to live in, so also their impact on themselves. Right is that which makes everything (in general) better, and wrong is that which is harmful or hurtful in the big picture. Those rare people codify right and wrong into laws and religious mores to make right decisions easier for the less-deep thinkers.alphaeg wrote:This is not to say I take advantage of people, because I do not at all. Even though I would not feel very bad for manipulating somebody, I made the choice along time ago that being deceitful was not the type of person I wanted to be. This is not due to any religious or moral standings because I believe nothing is good; nothing is evil. . .
But mainly because I can see what a great thing kindness can be when exported from the human and I do not have any desire what so ever to destroy this from our planet. Even if I am not fully capable of showing it myself, I feel it is something that should be protected and preserved.
I believe that is true, and this observation and other statements you made also support my estimation that you are highly intelligent. You think and perceive accurately more quickly than others, so essentially for you, time does go by more slowly because you fit more into each micro-second.alphaeg wrote:I am almost completely convinced that time elapses slower to me than other people.
That's still above average, and a few of the things in the test could skew the results a bit. Do they still do standardized testing in schools where you are compared to others your age across the country? I'm guessing that if they do, you came in the 97th to 99th percentile on most areas.alphaeg wrote:I know I am not a genius by standard definition, the highest I've scored on a IQ test is 124ish.
Yes, especially for you because you have better thinking skills than most people.alphaeg wrote:Does an absence of emotion allow one to make better decisions?
Why do you care about some label like that?alphaeg wrote:Does my absence of emotion come from being a psychopath or somewhere else?