David,
I was referring to your constant attempt to emasculate thought, as though you were afraid that it might take something from you.
Gimme a break. What else could it take from me? The job or career I already gave up? The money I already gave up? The respect from society I already gave up? The hope for normal human relationships I already gave up? The sense of self-importance I already gave up? The conceptual purpose and meaning in life I already gave up? The free will I already gave up? The soul I already gave up? I don't have much more to lay up on the sacred alter of thought, David.
I don't "emasculate" thought, nor am I the slightest but afraid of it for my own sake. I've already sacrificed everything for thought, and I can't get any of back despite the fact that thought proved itself useless in the end. There are no refunds with this. What's thought can't be un-thought. The only regard in which I fear thought is for the sake of others I care about. Heaven forbid my younger brother becomes a thinker, for example, which he is in danger of doing. He too will lose everything and gain nothing in return, unless perhaps he goes your road and declares himself an enlightened sage. I almost hope he does, because at least then he will get some psychological satisfaction out of being reduced to zero.
Boy howdy David, you really do have no clue where I'm coming from.
A Buddha is just as conscious of the infinite while conceptualizing as he is doing anything else.
I wouldn't know or care anything about "a Buddha."
What do you make of the Buddha's attempt to teach others about the path and remonstrate against deluded behaviour?
Very nice of him. What do you make of my attempt to teach you about your self-delusion and remonstrate against your deluded behavior? Do you, perhaps, think that I haven't got the slightest qualification to do such a thing? If so, good. It might (if a miracle occurs) allow you to catch a glimpse of your own all-pervading self-importance.
You're trying to have it both ways here. If a person has a "direct experience" of something and yet doesn't understand it, he has no basis for drawing any conclusions about it, other than he doesn't understand it. He literally hasn't the faintest idea of what he has experienced.
Precisely. Thus Bodhidharma and Hui-Neng's "don't know."
However, as soon as he begins concluding things like that it is beyond concepts, that it is the Tao, that it underlies all understanding, etc, then he immediately believes or assumes that he does have at least some understanding of it. Which immediately places him in self-contradiction.
No. This is just like saying "atheists assume knowledge of God's non-existence by refusing to believe in God." For a former Big Poobah of the (Australian Atheist Society or whatever it was) to say this is pretty amazing. To say "don't know" is not to claim knowledge. It is to acknowledge unknowing-ness and a lack of basis for belief.
He could escape this contradiction by saying that it is at least partially understandable. But then that would only rob him of the egotistical pleasure and relief in not having to take personal responsibility for his understanding. It is much easier to have the option available of being able throw up one's hands and take flight into the refuge of incomprehension at a moment's notice. It becomes a handy back way out of any accountability demanded upon him.
Yeah, clearly holding the "don't know" view robs one of any accountability. How in a Purple Pogo Stick do you figure that? If anything, "don't know" makes on genuinely accountable in every sense, because there is nothing to refer to outside one's own views and actions. One cannot explain anything away with reference to some conceptual framework.
In my view, any experience that doesn't involve full comprehension cannot be classed as a spiritual attainment. At best, it can be classed as an altered state, which in some cases can echo a little wisdom, but still remains a very lowly attainment, a crumb, compared to the big prize which is on offer.
Perhaps your toilet brush philosophy hinges on the experience of these little crumbs, reinforced by a misreading of Taoist texts?
Yeah, if even that. I'm hesitant to take credit for even "little crumbs," because I'd rather you think I have absolutely nothing. I neither have nor desire what you have, and the reverse is clearly true as well.
I'm satisfied with that state of affairs.
And yet you are constantly boasting about yourself, in your own surreptitious way. Isn't that so?
Nope. It only seems so to you because boasting is central to your psychology and you can't help but project it onto others.
I don't mind that, either, though.
I live in a tub.