Kelly: Jason,
I'm trying to work out your reasoning. For one, how you can be passionately interested in inventing "cool" devices.
I'm also interested in inventing wicked, radical, sick, mad, hot, neato and swell devices. Cowabunga.
K: For another, why you haven't come to non-attachment as the natural consequence of understanding the nature of Reality.
Do you agree with most of QSR's philosophy?
Jason: Is ultimate reality this? Is ultimate reality that? What do you think these questions are?
K: Since these questions are your way of pointing out that Ultimate Reality can be correctly identified, I'd like you to follow up on that belief, and answer with a straight yes or no: Do you believe Ultimate Reality is fundamentally changeable ?
J: Kelly this is becoming pointless, I don't think you understand what I'm trying to get at. I've told you from the start: Ultimate Reality is simply things just as they are. Suchness. Isness. Giving you an answer to that question isn't going to prove anything. It doesn't matter if I answer "yes" or "no", reality is still just reality. Any answer I give, will itself, be just another facet of reality. I'm not sure I can make it any clearer.
K: It's a very simple question, and simple reasoning can answer it.
Here, try this:
When a "thing" is fundamentally unchangeable, that means it cannot change because it isn't dependent on whatever it is not, to be itself. Since we know that no finite thing is independent, therefore only the Infinite can be fundamentally unchangeable.
When a "thing" is fundamentally changeable, that means it can change, because it is dependent on whatever it is not, to be itself. Since we know that Ultimate Reality is not finite, we can conclude that it is not in its nature to be fundamentally changeable.
J: What you've written above seems to be the result of getting caught up in thinking that ultimate reality is something in particular. You're being overly intellectual and specific, thinking you've captured reality in your little thought-model of it. You're confusing your ideas about reality for reality itself. Arguing over whether Ultimate Reality is changeable or not misses the point completely.
K: What little thought-model have I attempted to capture Reality in?
Please present some reasoning.
You made a model in which reality is unchangeable.
J: If reality is just what it is,
K: "Things are just what they are" is the same as saying, boundaries are created based on purpose.
J: To me, it doesn't refer to boundaries or some purpose, it just means that reality is simply what is. There is no hidden ultimate reality. This is it at every moment. Welcome to reality, you never really left.
K: Are you saying that, since delusion is possible, it is the same as, and as logical as, enlightenment ?
J: No.
K: What do you define delusion as?
I actually don't use the term "delusion" much naturally. I really only tend to bring it out if the person I'm speaking with uses it - tends to make communication a little easier that way perhaps. A more natural way for me to describe these things would be something like "understanding the nature of reality" vs "not understanding the nature of reality." Bit of a mouthful I suppose. To answer your question: delusion is not realizing/understanding that ultimate reality is simply things just as they are.
K: Or are you saying that, if the attitude arises that things do inherently exist, this is distinctly an illogical attitude?
J: No. And I don't think that a belief in inherently existing things is ultimately deluded. Neither the belief that things inherently exist, nor the belief that things do not inherently exist, is relevant to understanding the nature of reality.
K: You said earlier that "things are what they are". Does this mean you believe that, if the belief arises that things intrinsically exist, therefore they really do? But if this belief doesn't appear, therefore they don't?
No neither. It means that if I have the belief that things inherently exist then: I have the belief that things inherently exist. On the other hand, if I have the belief that things don't inherently exist then: I have the belief that things don't inherently exist.
I'm describing things just as they are, rather than trying to say reality is something specific. I'm just saying: if you have either of these particular beliefs then you have those particular beliefs. That's just what happens, that's just what
is.
Notice the way you frame you're question with the "really"? You seem to be essentially asking something like "What is
really the case, which one of those beliefs
really reflects reality?" You're trying to specify reality, capture it, limit it, and say that only certain things or states are
really reality.
K: It's a conclusion after realising that the Absolute is not a particular thing: that Reality is not actually anything, neither shape-shifting, nor static.
J: Given that you say that it is neither shape-shifting or static, why do you continue to want me to agree that it is either changeable or changeless?
K: If things are always changing, then the Totality doesn't change. If things are always moving, then the Totality doesn't move.
I'm trying to find out how far your reasoning has gone. Whether there is something "cool" which is stopping you from going all the way.
J: Are you actually listening to what I'm saying? Or are you mainly just interested in trying to propogate your beliefs?
K: As far as I know, what you're saying falls short of a correct intellectual understanding of Reality. I am interested in trying to propagate rational beliefs.
Ok, that seems like a good honest answer and I appreciate that. You've managed to do a good job here, thanks and congratulations, you've helped inspire me to futher integrate and investigate my understanding. Today I was seriously agitated and flustered by prolonged wrestling with negation, affirmation, negation of negation, and every other permutation: "Not this. Not that. But also not 'not this'. But also not 'not that'."-types of thoughts turning through my mind. Perhaps something like "neti neti" I suppose. I was hyperventilating a little bit at times it was getting to me that much. It hasn't been this intense in months, and you had something to do with that.
Something else I thought today, not for the first time:
Philosophy is the denial of what is.
If I look honestly at myself: I desired bliss and an end to suffering, and I managed to (con?)fuse this with my search for apparent "truth" and "ultimate reality". I wanted "real" reality to be something specific, I wanted it to be different to the suffering reality I experienced currently. That's (at least partly)why I decided that ultimate reality must be something other than simply what is, because what is, is often suffering, so ultimate reality must be other than that, right?
Philosophy as I had practiced it in the past was about trying to find out what reality
really was. Could there be anything more silly or absurd? Reality is what is of course! So my searching for an answer was what reality really was. My philosophical doubting and uncertainty was also what reality really was. I was using reality to search for reality. Silly boy!
Now, knowing that reality is simply what is - is what reality really is! Shazam!