mikiel wrote:In the context of the story of the newly awakened monk:
"And how do you feel?"
"As miserable as ever," said the monk."
"I, who?" is always the ultimate question. The questioner lives in the delusion of "I", still thinking he *is* somebody, the ol' "separate self." So he automatically projects this onto the monk, as all "seekers" do with everyone else.
'No change in feelings' is a good answer, whether he had been blissful or miserable before enlightenment.
There is still all manner of bliss, joy, happiness, suffering, misery... and whatever 'inconveniences.' The differences is there is no longer a *sufferer*... a "self" to whom all of the above is happening. It's all "just happening." The Universal Witness in all just compassionately watches the movie.
mikiel
All said and done, it seems finally there is still an individual self that is utterly convinced of a
realization and maintains it; be it that there is no “suffererâ€, or that ignorance is “suffering†and that “I†am no longer ignorant. Essentially it remains the same old Self but just that the
perspective of the Self changes, which is essentially a different state of mind. It’s all a matter of psychological self-convincing as I see it, irrelevant of what convinces an individual Self, which yearns for self-satisfaction however, and finds it in his own self-convincing; essentially avoiding or dismantling “sufferings†according to
ones own definition of it. A vicious circle.
That there is no “suffererâ€, or that “I†don’t exist inherently, is quite a positive self-convincing thought or realization that surely helps one face psychological traumas that otherwise would take a heavier toll, but enlightened or not, one cannot escape the effects of a beheading. Isn’t that an Absolute Truth too? But one could always escspe "sufferings".
On the other hand, psychological traumas can be equally well handled by a self that does not consider sufferings as “sufferingsâ€, but a fact and an integral part of existence, and thereby over comes them by facing them head-on. In an equally “enlightened†way if I may say so, but of course, The “Enlightened†need not necessarily agree with it.
End of the day, it is the psychological self-convincing that could take either direction, and I keep hearing that an individual self-convincing will plays no part in taking a particular direction. I find that absurd, otherwise, the fact that individuals take their own values seriously… is a cosmic joke.
Yes, mikiel, the ultimate question - I, who? I, me; a particular self; otherwise literally nothing. It is not as illusory as one might consider it to be. Self, I or me, is one and the same thing.