"Jason" -- is it a pseudonym?
K: I'm trying to work out your reasoning. For one, how you can be passionately interested in inventing "cool" devices.
J: I'm also interested in inventing wicked, radical, sick, mad, hot, neato and swell devices. Cowabunga.
K:This mentality of being enthralled with the latest gimmick, is starting to make sense, given how you express your understanding of Reality.
J: Don't get too confident in your attempts at psychoanalyzing me Kelly. You do realize what I wrote above was a bit of a joke?
It's impossible to joke about joking, because it's the same as saying, "I always lie".
It's very revealing, no doubt about it.
J: What is a "gimmick" exactly? I wouldn't call all inventions and technology a gimmick. Do you consider the computer and the internet you are using to communicate with me the "latest gimmick"?
Being enthralled with the latest gimmick is a psychological habit of being attracted to cool devices for no other reason, than, say, the belief that whatever is wierd, unexpected, unusual, sudden, and mysterious, is the fundamental face of Reality.
J: Instead of being a gimmick I think you should think of this passion for invention and technology in terms of pushing the limits, exploring new terrain, not being content to rest in the known and common, wanting to overcome challenges, using will and determination to shape reality, using problem-solving skills, thinking outside the norm, breaking convention, being creative, using forms of rationality and logic and principles and so on. Think of how m-m-masculine it all is(not that I agree with the masculine/feminine ideas that float around here constantly.)
I can't do it, because it isn't.
It's just shoddy gimcrack garbage that passes itself off as wisdom. You do claim to have completed your search for enlightenment, don't you?
Are you suggesting that my current understanding of reality is just a gimmicky fad or something?
I'm not suggesting you'll grow out of it any time soon. You won't get bored of it easily, because you don't like being bored.
I recall your movement to this line of thinking was driven by avoidance of suffering. My take is that suffering is just suffering - don't bother trying to avoid it. The worst that can happen is one dies - but in the overall scheme of things, that's virtually nothing.
K: For another, why you haven't come to non-attachment as the natural consequence of understanding the nature of Reality.
J: Do you agree with most of QSR's philosophy?
K: Why non-attachment follows logically from understanding the Absolute is also expressed by Nagarjuna, Nietzsche, Jesus, Hakuin.
J: So you do agree with QSR's philosophy, but you're intentionally avoiding giving a direct answer affirming that? Is this the work of ego perhaps?
If you define "QSR's philosophy" as "logical reasoning that indicates why non-attachment follows naturally from an understanding of the Absolute", then yes, I do agree with it.
Calling it "QSR's philosophy" or "Absolutist fundamentalism" or "radical Aussie eccentrics" or "arrogant misogynists" or "sex-deprived neurotics" --- it's all the same to me. Just a way of avoiding examining the actual reasoning, a way of preserving ignorance. The actual reasoning is expressed by many others, yet you do not ask whether I agree with them.
At first I thought it was just QSR, but you've also got Nagarjuna, Nietzsche, Jesus, Hakuin - man you've got a whole army to follow don't ya! ;P
More jokes to distract oneself from the task at hand.
It's not that hard, not worth such an effort.
J: Is ultimate reality this? Is ultimate reality that? What do you think these questions are?
K: Since these questions are your way of pointing out that Ultimate Reality can be correctly identified, I'd like you to follow up on that belief, and answer with a straight yes or no: Do you believe Ultimate Reality is fundamentally changeable ?
J: Kelly this is becoming pointless, I don't think you understand what I'm trying to get at. I've told you from the start: Ultimate Reality is simply things just as they are. Suchness. Isness. Giving you an answer to that question isn't going to prove anything. It doesn't matter if I answer "yes" or "no", reality is still just reality. Any answer I give, will itself, be just another facet of reality. I'm not sure I can make it any clearer.
K: It's a very simple question, and simple reasoning can answer it.
Here, try this:
When a "thing" is fundamentally unchangeable, that means it cannot change because it isn't dependent on whatever it is not, to be itself. Since we know that no finite thing is independent, therefore only the Infinite can be fundamentally unchangeable.
When a "thing" is fundamentally changeable, that means it can change, because it is dependent on whatever it is not, to be itself. Since we know that Ultimate Reality is not finite, we can conclude that it is not in its nature to be fundamentally changeable.
J: What you've written above seems to be the result of getting caught up in thinking that ultimate reality is something in particular. You're being overly intellectual and specific, thinking you've captured reality in your little thought-model of it. You're confusing your ideas about reality for reality itself. Arguing over whether Ultimate Reality is changeable or not misses the point completely.
K: What little thought-model have I attempted to capture Reality in? Please present some reasoning.
J: You made a model in which reality is unchangeable.
K: You should think before you make such illogical claims.
J: Kelly, come on, what is that? Does being dismissive make you feel superior? Defensive are we? Did I hit too close to the bone?
More distraction.
K: The very act of contrasting an "unchangeable" model with a "changeable" model implies that the "unchangeable" model is really changeable. So it is illogical to call it a contrastable model.
J: Is this Kelly's ten trick questions? It was you who has repeatedly asked me to affirm or deny that Reality is unchangeable. It was you who previously wrote "only the Infinite can be fundamentally unchangeable." And you say I'm being illogical? Some consistency on this issue would be appreciated.
I don't think you were focussing on my reasoning very well. Try reading it again.
J: If reality is just what it is,
K: "Things are just what they are" is the same as saying, boundaries are created based on purpose.
J: To me, it doesn't refer to boundaries or some purpose, it just means that reality is simply what is. There is no hidden ultimate reality. This is it at every moment. Welcome to reality, you never really left.
K: Are you saying that, since delusion is possible, it is the same as, and as logical as, enlightenment ?
J: No.
K: What do you define delusion as?
J: I actually don't use the term "delusion" much naturally. I really only tend to bring it out if the person I'm speaking with uses it - tends to make communication a little easier that way perhaps. A more natural way for me to describe these things would be something like "understanding the nature of reality" vs "not understanding the nature of reality." Bit of a mouthful I suppose. To answer your question: delusion is not realizing/understanding that ultimate reality is simply things just as they are.
K: If delusion is understood to be how reality appears, then is that a deluded understanding?
J: I'm not sure I'm interpreting your sentence properly. But it seems you are posing a contradiction. If you understand that "things are just as they are" then you are not deluded by definition, so delusion cannot appear as reality - by default.
If one is free from delusion, no delusion will arise. But I won't agree with your "things are just as they are" slogan, as I don't agree with your meaning.
So....... the old "if I think things inherently exist, then they do. Huzzah!" is garbage, because this thought wouldn't arise unless it were believed to be true.
K: Is not delusion caused by intellectual errors, such that it does not arise when those errors are absent?
J: Correct. Possibly with a little addition: the understanding or misunderstanding of the nature of reality probably works its way down into subconscious areas of the mind too, which aren't usually described as "intellectual."
Right!
But whatever is in the subconscious can't be dealt with until it's in the conscious area of the mind, where any intellectual errors can be dealt with rationally.
K: Or are you saying that, if the attitude arises that things do inherently exist, this is distinctly an illogical attitude?
J: No. And I don't think that a belief in inherently existing things is ultimately deluded. Neither the belief that things inherently exist, nor the belief that things do not inherently exist, is relevant to understanding the nature of reality.
K: You said earlier that "things are what they are". Does this mean you believe that, if the belief arises that things intrinsically exist, therefore they really do? But if this belief doesn't appear, therefore they don't?
J: No neither. It means that if I have the belief that things inherently exist then: I have the belief that things inherently exist. On the other hand, if I have the belief that things don't inherently exist then: I have the belief that things don't inherently exist.
I'm describing things just as they are, rather than trying to say reality is something specific. I'm just saying: if you have either of these particular beliefs then you have those particular beliefs. That's just what happens, that's just what is.
Notice the way you frame you're question with the "really"? You seem to be essentially asking something like "What is really the case, which one of those beliefs really reflects reality?" You're trying to specify reality, capture it, limit it, and say that only certain things or states are really reality.
K: You clearly think beliefs influence thoughts, given your comments later on.
Since you clearly don't believe that thoughts are completely random, I expect you also hold the belief that if "things are just as they are", then a belief that contradicts it, would not be valuable to you. So one sort of belief is likely to arise and not another.
J: Yes I (try to)value the thought "things are just as they are" more than thoughts that contradict it. Currently I'm still wrestling with which of those thoughts arise more though.
This belief doesn't reflect the nature of Ultimate Reality.
But in answer to your comment, one should work out what is absolutely true, then value it wholemindedly, and it will arise far more than any contradictory items.
K: It's a conclusion after realising that the Absolute is not a particular thing: that Reality is not actually anything, neither shape-shifting, nor static.
J: Given that you say that it is neither shape-shifting or static, why do you continue to want me to agree that it is either changeable or changeless?
K: If things are always changing, then the Totality doesn't change. If things are always moving, then the Totality doesn't move. I'm trying to find out how far your reasoning has gone. Whether there is something "cool" which is stopping you from going all the way.
J: Are you actually listening to what I'm saying? Or are you mainly just interested in trying to propogate your beliefs?
K: As far as I know, what you're saying falls short of a correct intellectual understanding of Reality. I am interested in trying to propagate rational beliefs.
J: Ok, that seems like a good honest answer and I appreciate that. You've managed to do a good job here, thanks and congratulations, you've helped inspire me to futher integrate and investigate my understanding. Today I was seriously agitated and flustered by prolonged wrestling with negation, affirmation, negation of negation, and every other permutation: "Not this. Not that. But also not 'not this'. But also not 'not that'."-types of thoughts turning through my mind. Perhaps something like "neti neti" I suppose. I was hyperventilating a little bit at times it was getting to me that much. It hasn't been this intense in months, and you had something to do with that.
K: You obviously believe that it's important to find out what is true. So I expect you don't value the belief that it's not important to find out what's true --- and that it doesn't arise for you (much).
J: As far as ultimate matters are concerned, yes that is the case. I'd say I value finding out what is true extremely highly, and very rarely does the idea of avoiding finding out the truth occur to me.
Thus, you've already knocked over the belief that a truthful mental orientation to Ultimate Reality will include false orientations. This means you don't believe that delusions appear to an enlightened person.
So, the key is to work out, is the meaning you have for "things are just what they are", oriented truthfully to Ultimate Reality, or not?
J: There are sometimes more conventional situations where I might make a value judgement not to find out what is true. For example, if I saw politicians arguing on TV about something, and I don't know which one is telling the truth, I wouldn't necessarily then make it my goal to figure out what was true.
Since politicians arguing on tv are likely to be conducting smear campaigns, since their own policies are worthless and insubstantial, it is likely that neither are telling the truth. Meaning, speaking from a truthful mental orientation to Ultimate Reality.
K: I agree that how Reality appears can change (but Reality itself doesn't). But I disagree that those appearances will be of delusional beliefs, for an enlightened person. The meaning, or content, of those appearances will be Truth-oriented.
J: Where did I say that appearances of delusional beliefs can occur for an enlightened person? I don't believe that.
Interesting.
Jason wrote:
my fundamental understanding of reality differs considerably from QSR, it doesn't include a necessity to remove attachment, or a belief in self or the belief in the inherent existence of things.
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[my current] understanding doesn't affirm that things inherently exist, nor does it affirm that they don't inherently exist. It also doesn't either affirm or deny that the self is illusory.
Having said that however, in one sense it could be said that the understanding affirms simply what is, whatever that may happen to be. So, if I think the self is illusory then: I think the self is illusory. But actually, personally, I currently think the self is real therefore: I currently think the self is real. Huzzah!
Do you think it is an absolute logical truth that things exist relative to other things?
J: I agree that no delusional belifs will appear, and it's simply a matter of definition isn't it?
It is not a logical definition to say that an enlightened person, who is free from delusion, is not free from delusion.
J: It's just the case that an enlightened person by definition doesn't have delusional beliefs. If reality changed so that the person did have delusional beliefs then they would no longer be enlightened.
If someone who was free from delusion, now entertains delusional beliefs, then they are no longer free from delusion. No change in the definition.
J: Something else I thought today, not for the first time:
Philosophy is the denial of what is.
If I look honestly at myself: I desired bliss and an end to suffering, and I managed to (con?)fuse this with my search for apparent "truth" and "ultimate reality". I wanted "real" reality to be something specific, I wanted it to be different to the suffering reality I experienced currently. That's (at least partly)why I decided that ultimate reality must be something other than simply what is, because what is, is often suffering, so ultimate reality must be other than that, right?
K: The main gist is correct, but you didn't take it far enough. You were holding onto a specific something: a false notion of Ultimate Reality, namely, "avoidance of what causes suffering". You still are, since your current belief is still driven by this false definition of the causes of suffering.
J: I agree that I am still often grasping for a specific something, and that grasping is powered at least partly by a desire to end suffering. It's a habit.
Is it a habit you value, or are you aiming to dismantle it?
J: Your last sentence however I find problematic. Ultimately my goal is truth and knowing ultimate reality, not an end to suffering. So I don't need to know necessarily need to know how suffering is caused, I just need to know truth.
The desire to end suffering often diminishes the will to truth. Dismantling it rationally, and persistently, is a way to stimulate rational thought. This in turn points that part of the mind towards truth, removing or reducing the interference. It is important to do this to all parts of the mind that remain divided.
J: Although since you are of the QSR faith(I kid, I kid!), you no doubt believe that knowing and realizing truth and ultimate reality necessary means an end to suffering. I disagree with that view.
This ongoing pooh-poohing of my own reasoning, and conclusions, reveals more about you than me.
I don't place wisdom at the service of "the end of suffering". I don't regard suffering or non-suffering as greatly important. If suffering, then there's some part of the mind that should be attended to, but I don't hurry towards Truth as a result, as if Truth is "Non-Suffering".
Emotions are just cause and effect. They're a foolish game one creates. Boring.
J: Philosophy as I had practiced it in the past was about trying to find out what reality really was. Could there be anything more silly or absurd? Reality is what is of course! So my searching for an answer was what reality really was. My philosophical doubting and uncertainty was also what reality really was. I was using reality to search for reality. Silly boy!
Now, knowing that reality is simply what is - is what reality really is! Shazam!
K: Logically, since there is no "isn't", there is ultimately no IS.
J: If you're saying what I think you may be, I agree. "Is" is simply the term I have chosen that I think most closely points to Reality. The map isn't the territory it represents, but it does point to the territory.(Yes the map is part of the territory too, but I think you know what I'm trying to get at.)
No, I don't know what you're trying to get at.
J: To me the term "Is" suggests the most universal and nonspecific state.
There's an implication here that there are possibly more universal and nonspecific states, but you haven't found them yet.
Are you saying "Is" refers to absolutely everything in the Universe? That it is the same as the Universe?
Why is that "nonspecific" rather than "specific" ?
J: Everything is. It's interesting to contrast that with your description of reality as "unchangeable" which to me seems to suggest a quite specific state.
Do you think things exist outside consciousness, completely separate to the values, perspective, and mental habits of an observer? If so, can you explain your reasoning?
K: There's nothing to know. But one does have to know it in the way Socrates knew it.
J: Sure there's something to know. What you know makes the difference between understanding the nature of reality and not understanding it.
Do you believe the boundary between knowing something and not knowing it, exists beyond consciousness?
K: Suffering is caused by lack of understanding about the nature of things, and consequent belief that there really are things that can be attached and disconnected, held and abandoned. That is where I think you are.
J: Well you're right that I am in a state where I do still suffer, yes. Believe it or not I also think the idea that attachment causes suffering(although maybe not physical suffering) seems pretty viable too. If what I wanted was to remove all suffering, I might try to remove attachment. I have no argument with that.
But my primary goal is not to remove suffering, I'm after fundamental truth and reality.
Attachment and delusion are the same.
J: I don't see removing attachment, or the underlying QSRish philosophy that propels that, as a correct understanding of the nature of reality.
Attachment is in the kind of meaning attributed to a wholly mental construct - to a thing.
That kind of meaning says, "This thing exists impervious to causes", and is delusional, since a thing is causes.
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